So Mike waltzes back in, all gung ho and ready to resume the
battle. I’m totally fine physically – I actually feel better than I have in a
while and am consistently running around 7.30-7.35 pace for 6-7 mile runs. All
seems aligned for me to give Mike a beat down.
However, mentally I am not at all in marathon mode. As I am sure I
droned on about already, I have done several marathons so the thrill of
finishing or running a fast time (sub 3.35 or 3.30) doesn’t really motivate me.
But the idea of taking on Mike and CrossFit Endurance got me excited to train
for one (i.e., do an increasingly long run every weekend) and I getting almost
excited to start doing 9 miles or more. And then Mike got hurt and the air went
out of the balloon and it became me challenging myself to run far. And that
isn’t a challenge that interests me anymore. I proved I can do a not quite slow
marathon – been there done that.
And then I read Eat and Run by Scott Jurek and it took the
deflated balloon and shredded it into 1,000 pieces. Jurek essentially filled
250 pages on his life which boils down to running long distances and living a
very strict vegan diet. That is it. That’s his life. The highlight is when he
describes his wife’s explanation for leaving him – “I was dull and boring and
lived an uninteresting life.” Ya think?
I over associate with books – if I am reading a book about
an Ironman champion, Navy Seal or Bobby Kennedy, I want to be like that person.
Not Jurek. The idea of living a monofocused life like Jurek seems so
unappealing. Of course my version of it is running 40 more minutes than normal
each week and eating less In ‘n Out and more Hi-Tech burritos but it still
turns me off.
But if Mike wants to pop off about a sub 15 minute two mile
run as some sort of accomplishment, then I am more than happy to reengage. I just need to read Rich Froning’s book as
soon as it is published.
FYI – 44.40 the last time I ran 6 miles on the treadmill and
I am regularly shattering the sub 50 minute time for my 6.6 mile route in Mill
Valley. And I dead lifted 140 pounds 10 times after just two weeks back doing
it.
Bring in bitch.